IT WAS WELL PAST 7:00 when the phone finally rang. Newt, sitting in Hermannâs kitchen, bolted to his feet, grabbed the table to steady himself, then hurried into the living room. The phone had stopped ringing. He waited, counting in his head and swaying slightly on his feet. When it rang again, he jumped.
He picked up, and said nothing.
From the other end, there was a hubbubâa busy street. Not a word. Then church bells started ringing the quarter hour. Newt tried furiously to guess where he was calling fromâright inside a cathedral, from the sound of itâthen he heard the shriek of bus brakes and a garbled something-something-hill, Old Bailey.
Hermann tapped the mouthpiece, then inhaled, like heâd thought better of it. The bells finished tolling. St. Paulâs Cathedral, Newtâs brain announced, triangulation completed.
âSorry for calling so late, darling,â said Hermann finally, in a tone of excruciating normalness. âJim at work gave me tickets to the symphony tonight. I wonder if youâd like to go. Theyâre playing Mahlerâs 9th at Henry Wood Hall. I know he isnât your favorite,â said Hermann quickly, in an intonation completely alien to Newt, âBut I think it would be good to get out.â
Newt could hear in his tone that he was not to reply. So he did not.
âIâll wait at will call,â said Hermann. âAt 8:00.â
He rang off.
Newt held the phone to his ear for another moment before hanging it up. He looked over at Laplace, who was curled self-protectively on Hermannâs armchair. He opened his mouth to say something, then closed it. He left the house in silence.
They should have arranged more word codes and rendezvous points. Then they wouldnât have had to rely on the truth, and Newt wouldnât have had to listen to Mahler.
Hermann liked Mahler, of course. They met in the lobby just as intermission ended, and trickled in with the thin crowd for the third movement. They sat in the back of the sparsely populated concert hall, in the dark cave below the balcony. Hermann spoke in a low voice, not taking his eyes off the pit. He had a handful of irises wrapped in paper; Newt had no idea why.
âIn April of 1963, an aircraft crashed outside of East Berlin,â he said. âThe Abteilung picked it up. The Razvedka wanted it, but the Germans got there firstâthereâs infighting on that side of the Wall too. They picked it up and brought it to Wagner Airbase for study.
âOur missionâmy missionâwas to monitor communications surrounding the base, and to spy on their research. I was made to understand that this was a very secret, very important mission. The Division wanted to know what it was that they were studying, and I believe they wanted to find a way to steal it.â
âRight,â said Newt, who knew this. âAnd it was an American plane?â
âNo,â said Hermann. âNo.â
Newt, who had lived the last ten years under that impression, frowned at Hermann. âIt wasnât?â
âNo, it was not American,â Hermann said, eyes still fixed on the orchestra. He switched the inexplicable irises from his right hand to his left. âIt wasnât a plane at all. It was a craft of unknown origin.â
Newt stared at him. Hermann went on:
âI left London at the end of April. When the Blueberry wrapped up. You remember.â
Newt remembered.
âThey sent me up to the Estate for two weeks, for abridged field training. Contact protocols, technical report writing, self-defense, memorization, memorization, memorization. And radio,â he added. âWith Caitlin.â
Newt nodded.
âAfter two weeks, my papers were ready. I was dispatched to East Berlin.â
He watched the orchestra for a moment, not appearing to hear it.
âRennie was the CO, he ran the operation. Becket was the point-man, and I was the technical help.â Becket collected surveillance on the base, Hermann explained. He had a couple of soldiers on the inside, who provided him with drafts of internal memos, microfilm photos of technical reports, and, crucially, gossip. He was working on recruiting one of the scientists. Every week, he collected this technical data and folded it into a book, which he left in a dead drop for Hermann. At first, it was a defunct postbox, but later, Rennie rented a bus station locker and made two copies of the key.
Besides coordinating hand-offs, dead drops, and debriefs, Rennie monitored radio chatter. His clerks transcribed it daily and treated the paper, then rolled it into a newspaper which was delivered to Hermannâs mailbox. Each night, Hermann read the radio transcripts and parsed any technical data that appeared.
âBut I couldnât,â Hermann said frankly.
âParse it?â
âNo. It made no sense,â said Hermann, and paused a moment. The third movementâs fugue was in a lull.
He saw the chipped Formica-topped table that had served as his desk, and he saw Becketâs papers laid out on it. Heâd had to drag the table into his bedroom from the kitchenâthe flat had three tiny rooms, and only the bedroom was windowless. He smelled the tang of the chemical with which he treated the papers: acidic but off, like a rotted lemon. The reportâs letters and numbers would swim to the surface under his lamp. Power outages had been frequent; sometimes brief, but sometimes lasting all night. Then, heâd worked by flashlight.
Summer had dragged by in that darkened bedroom, without windows to let in the tepid wind. Hermann hunched over the reports, shirt sticking to his back, struggling to understand, failing, every moment expecting pounding on the front door.
âThe Germans had extracted some unknown form of technology from this crashed object,â Hermann said. âBut their findings were incoherent. If they knew what the device did, they werenât saying so. My suspicion was that they didnât know, yet.â
âYet?â said Newt.
Whatever it was, the Americans wanted it. So did the Russians. Wagner Airbase was fielding numerous information requests from the Razvedka, and declining many visitations. Rennie said that Bowen was shielding the Divisionâs mission from prying American requests as well. They probably had their own surveillance operation.
âThe mission culminated in an operation to extract the device from the base. I wasnât involvedâI was to examine it, once Becket got it out. But he was only able to get one component.â
âSo there were two parts?â
âYes.â
âWhat happened to the other part?â
The fugue was crescendoing. Newt felt like a rabbit pursued down a dark hillside. The drummer was going wild on the timpanis.
Abruptly, it ended. Silence fell on the hallâthe tense, inter-movement silence where every audience member prays that no one else will clap. Hermannâs hands were still folding and unfolding around the stems of the flowers, white ghosts in the dark gulf between the rows.
âNewton, why do you think everyone wanted this technology so badly?â he said in an undertone.
âI donât know,â said Newt, as the music resumed, acutely melancholy.
âThe Division, the Abteilung, the Razvedka, the CIA?â
âI would know if youâd just tell me what it was.â
âI donât know what it was,â Hermann said, not reacting to his incendiary tone. âI never knew. I still donât.â
âThen why,â said Newt impatiently. âWhy did everyone want it so bad, since you obviously want me to ask.â
âBecause,â said Hermann, âit didnât come from the Americans. It didnât come from the British, it didnât come from the Soviets. It didnât come from China or Japan or Australia or South America. It didnât come from Earth at all. It crashed here from outer space.â
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âThe Russians are coming,â Rennie said. âThe Generalâs been trying to keep âem out, but it isnât any use. The manâs pushing water uphill with a rake.â
He turned the page of his newspaper rather ostentatiously and, from behind it, gave Hermann a 'so it goes' sort of look. He had a ruggedly lined face and a rakish mustache. People said he looked like Vice Chief Bowen, though Hermann didnât see it. (The mustache interfered, perhaps.) He had always looked, to Hermann, too real for this secret worldâtoo much a character. He looked like the charming con man he had never really ceased to be. He didnât look like someone who could write a technical report or speak six languages. Seated next to him on the bench, Hermann tried to picture him getting a drink with his friend Victor. It was a bizarre image.
They sat in a remote corner of an East Berlin park. Hermann hated park rendezvous. He felt exposed and unnatural. And what was more, it was cold.
Briefings with Rennie were always terribly casual. âWhat do you think of the General, Professor?â Rennie asked. He called Hermann âProfessor,â which Hermann understood to be some joke between himself and Victor. âYou read his chatter too, after all. I rather like him. Jolly optimistic fellow. I believe he thinks heâs got a handle on the situation, he really thinks he does.â He turned another page. âBut the poor man has no idea, really. Works well enough for us, but when the Raz gets here, well.â
Hermann nodded. âRight, sir,â he said uncertainly, and Rennie gave a small laugh; he had given up telling Gottlieb not to call him âsir.â
It was late November. For months, the German general in charge of Wagner Airbase had been keeping the Russians at bay. The Raz had been having one of their purging seasons, but now they were sending a delegation at last. They would requisition the device, most likely, and take it back to Moscow, and the General, bless him, would be powerless to stop it.
âItâs our last chance to get our hands on this device before it gets whisked away. But really, I donât know about this plan of young Becketâs,â said Rennie, scanning the football column. âI met his inside man, the one Becketâs paying to do the deed. The private. He seems awfully green. Trust a child to pick an even smaller child to do the dirty work.â
Herman nodded, fiddling with the handle of his cane. He was watching a distant man in an overcoat, walking his small dog over the rise.
Rennie saw his face and followed his gaze without moving his head. He flicked his eyes back to his paper, apparently seeing no threat.
âHas he told you about it?â
âHis plan? Not in any detail,â Hermann said.
âWell, Iâve got my doubts. Told him as much.â He turned another page. âBut he wonât get anywhere if Iâm breathing down his neck. If it works, it works. And if it fails, it fails. And weâre all fired!â He folded the newspaper suddenly into his lap. âOr worse.â
âQuite,â said Hermann nervously. Rennie leaned back on the bench, slinging his elbow over the back. He stretched his long legs and gazed across the empty field of dead grass.
Hermannâs breath rose in front of him. He watched the man and the dog disappear into a copse of bare trees.
âSo, Professor,â said Rennie. âLetâs talk about where you fit into this plan.â
Hermannâs stomach reeled with dread and excitement. âYes sir.â
âOnce Becket gets it out, heâs going to leave it for youânot in the locker, but in dead drop C, that oneâs more secluded. That spot should give you enough privacy. Take it out, take a look, make some notes, then put it back. Iâll come collect it that night.â
Hermann considered this with a frown.
âBut sir...â he began faintly.
âWhatâs that?â
Rennie was deaf in one ear from a wartime injury.
âBut sir,â he said more clearly, sitting forward. âIâm meant to examine this device... on the spot? That seems quite risky. And it would have to be quite a cursory examination. I mean, Iâd hardly learn enough to write a report of any substance.â
âSubstance? No, thatâs not the idea,â said Rennie, crossing his legs. âThatâs for the London boys. No, no. I know. Think of it this way: I donât expect this to come off. Becketâs too smart for his own good. There isnât any way heâll get that thing out. But if he does,â he said, and tapped Hermannâs arm with his knuckles, âYou are the insurance. I need a second pair of eyes on this thing. This operation has been six months in the making. We get it tomorrow, we could lose it the next day. I need your notes on this before it gets couriered off to London.â
âOh,â said Hermann, trying and failing to hide his disappointment.
âAh,â said Rennie. âYou did want a closer look, didnât you?â
Hermann glanced at him.
More than almost anything else, he wanted to examine that device.
âWell...â
Rennie grinned. That conspiratorial smile was the closest he ever got to mentioning what they never acknowledged. What he was impossibly, reassuringly blasĂŠ about.
Alien technology.
âI know,â said Rennie. âBut if this works, maybe theyâll send us home, and you can get a real look.â
Hermann doubted it, but nodded. âAll right.â
Rennie stood up suddenly, dropped the newspaper onto the bench, then stretched, facing Hermann. âChrist, itâs cold,â he said. âYou seen that fellow before?â
A young man in nondescript clothing was making his way along the path, approaching from behind Rennie.
âJust look, tell me if you know his face,â Rennie said, still stretching his arms above his head, facing towards Hermann. Hermann looked. The man was studiously avoiding his eyes. Hermann looked back at Rennie and shook his head.
Rennie dropped his arms.
âBoyâs been following me, I think,â Rennie said in a low voice, but not low enough, Hermann thoughtâhe was nearly on themâthen Rennie turned quickly round and the man collided with his shoulder.
âAh!â
âPardon me,â said Rennie in easy German. âSo sorry, sir.â
The man shook his head and hurried on. Rennie walked quickly away, and Hermann watched him go, certain he had taken the manâs wallet.
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It was a warmer evening, 600 miles and ten years away. The June dusk was bright, and they were walking down the blue-shadowed street slowly. They moved north, towards the river. They made a noticeably asymmetrical coupleâNewt listing to the side, Hermann leaning heavily on his cane. He had done a lot of walking today, and there was still more ahead. Every few minutes, Newt would put his hand on Hermannâs elbow and look fixedly forward. When the horizon realigned, he would let go again.
âThe Razvedka was coming, and Becket wanted to get the device out before they arrived,â Hermann explained in the low monotone voice he had adopted.
âYou mean devices?â
âBecket's inside man only managed to get half. One component of the two.â
âHeâwow,â said Newt, taking Hermannâs arm again. âHe pulled it off? It worked?â
Hermann nodded. âYes. By half.â
âImpressive,â he said, letting go of Hermannâs arm. Hermann felt surprisingly bereft when he did. They were in public, and it wouldnât be proper, but he wished Newton would keep hold.
âWe can sit down,â Hermann said, again.
âNo, letâs keep walking. Itâs easier to walk and talk.â
They crossed a busy street. They had almost reached the Thames. Newton was a surprisingly attentive audience. He had taken the revelation of extraterrestrial technology with impressive equanimityâso far.
âHe left it for me in dead drop C, as planned.â
âWhen was this?â
Hermann inhaled. âDecember 5th,â he said. âThursday.â
âOh...â said Newton, touching Hermannâs arm again, but not for balance. âOh, no.â
âHe got it out,â Hermann said grimly, âAnd the Bowen scandal broke 48 hours later.â
âChrist,â said Newt.
Hermann nodded.
They crossed the last street that ran parallel to the Thames, and turned to continue walking along it. Newt ran a hand along the railing; the river ran silently on the other side.
âBecket extracted it on the 5th, and left it in dead drop C that night. I came the next morning, Friday the 6th. But it was gone. The drop was empty.â
The device had gone missing. Heâd emergency called Becket for a crash meeting. They had met on a canal bridge that evening. Becket had no idea who could have taken it. He swore he had left it there. Hermann didnât know whether to believe him.
He signaled Rennie, requesting another crash meeting. Had Becket stolen it? Someone else? Had he lied about securing it in the first place?
It was the morning of December 7th. (Newt winced.) Hermann left his flat and took his usual route to the university, which took him past Rennieâs office, so he could check the window for any signal.
Today, the potted plant was in the window. That was a code red.
Hermann had gotten no other signal or warning. Feeling panicked, he hurried onward. Were they in danger? Were they blown? What was the emergency? At a newsstand on a corner, he found out:
High-Ranking British Intelligence Official Missing, Wanted for Treason.
Below, a photo of Robert Bowen. An ID photo, suit and tie, one drooping eyelid, no smile.
âI panicked,â Hermann said.
They were sitting on a bench in a small park next to the river. It was late.
âI would have too, Iâm sure,â Newt said fairly.
âNo, I... I didnât know what to do. I wasnât trained for this. I needed help, I needed... orders. So I broke protocol. I went back to the field office.â
âRennieâs office was disguised as a law firm. I smelled smoke as soon as I walked in. All the drawers and file cabinets were open, and gutted. The file clerkâthe last one left, apparentlyâwas burning papers in the grate. He looked at me, didnât stop, just told me to âLock that fucking doorâ behind me.
âRennie was upstairs in his office. He jumped when I came in, then saw who I was, and asked what the hell I was doing there.
âHis office was in total chaos too. He was packing a bag full of files.
âI asked him why his clerk was burning everything. He said, âIf Robertâs corrupted, then our whole operation is too. Heâll have told them all about it. Weâre blown, and so are most of our European outfits, I should think. Youâve got to get out, Professor.ââ
They were sitting on a bench facing away from the river. Hermann was folding and unfolding his symphony ticket between his fingers, the same creases over and over. His eyes were fixed on the lamp post across the street.
âI was paralyzed. And I didnât believe itâdidnât want to believe it,â he corrected himself. âI said, maybe the papers were wrong. Maybe it was a false flag, or, or aâa mistakeâand Rennie just laughed. He believed it. I hardly even knew Bowen, and I couldnât accept that he was a traitor. But Bowen was his friend, and he accepted it, and acted right away.â
Hermann started tearing the ticket carefully in half along the crease lines. Newt stayed silent, chewing his lip in sympathetic anxiety. He was struck by the level of detail with which Hermann recalled this scene, and braced himself for worse.
âI askedâif he had heard from London, directly. A dispatch. I said, âCan I see it?â He said no. I said I didnât believe him. I wanted proof, concrete proof. Maybe this wasnât true at all! I was on the verge ofâI donât know, genuine hystericsâthen he stopped packing, and asked if I smelled smoke.
ââYes,â I said, âYour clerk is down there burning your bloody files.â
âHe went to the window, and looked down at the street.
âThen he asked whether I had been followed.â
Hermann balled up the bits of paper in his fist and threw them onto the sidewalk, then leaned forward and covered his eyes with his hands.
"I had not taken the proper precautions when coming to the field office. I shouldn't have come at all. I led them right to Rennie's front door.
âSomeone started pounding on the door, downstairs. Yelling. They said they were the police.
âRennie pointed at me and told me to get out, now, down the fire escape.
âI could really smell smoke now. I think that the clerkâs fire had gotten out of controlâI could hear him downstairs, shouting at the police. Then the door burst open and we heard two gunshots.
âRennie rounded on me and yelled âGo!â I went. Out the back door to the fire escape. The adrenaline was starting to do its job. And I didnât want Rennieâs protection. I had led the police right to himâand I didnât even trust him to begin with. None of it was right.â
Hermann opened his eyes and sat up. He tipped his head back.
âI got out onto the fire escape, then I hesitated. There was a window. I... waited. I shouldnât have. I should have just run. The police came into Rennieâs office, guns in hand. Rennie was yelling at them. It was the Stasi, not the Abteilung. They were looking for a man with a cane. They were looking for me. Rennie, he kept saying this word over and over, but I couldnât make it outâa code word?âWhatever it was, it was to no avail. The Stasi agent shot him in the chest. He went down. Then I ran.
âHobbled, rather. I heard one of them yell to search the building for der Mann mit dem Stock, but I was already halfway down the fire escape. I came out in the back alley. I ran out to some street, and I got onto a tram. I rode to the railway station without stopping at my flatâI thought they would be searching it already.â
As the tram had sped away, he had turned around and looked out the rear window. A column of smoke was rising from the field office. A firetruck whooshed by, then an ambulance.
âHow did you get out?â
âOut?â
Newt nodded. âOf East Germany?â
âOhâoh,â said Hermann, looking away again. âI got lucky, really. I only had my German passport with me, so I couldnât go by air. I took the train north, to Rostock. I took the water route to Copenhagen, and went to that airport. That was Sunday. When I called you.â
âStop, stop,â said Newt, holding up his hands. âThe âwater routeâ? What the hell is that?â
âA boat, Newton,â said Hermann, his tone rising to match Newtâs. âThey travel across water to transport humans and cargo.â
âBut how did youââ
âRennie had told me about the route previously. It was a backdoor solution, a shipping company we sometimes did business withâor he didânot strictly our outfit, more of a contractorâit was risky, butââ
âIâll say!â Newt interrupted.
ââbut I had no other choiceââ
âIf he was compromised, and you were compromised, how could you use his route, Hermann, that is so incredibly dangerousââ
âThis? This is what you find outrageous?â Hermann hissed.
âThat was crazy! That was craziness!â
âWill you please settle down?â
âWhat did you do, ride in the cargo hold with the crates of bootleg liquor?â
âI made it to Denmark and flew back to London,â Hermann finished, talking over him. âYou picked me up. That was it.â
âThat was it?â
âYes.â
It clearly was not. Newt cursed himself mentally. He had slipped upâafter a long night of delicately letting Hermann lead him where he needed to go, Newt had let his anxiety out of the box. Now this too-blunt question had severed their dialogue into a dead end. Hermann was tired, he thought to himself. He needed help him relax.
âHermann, itâs late. Letâs go home.â
âHome?â Hermann was looking at the lamp post again. âWe canât go home.â
âTo your place?â
âNo. No, itâs not safe. It might not be safe. We canât be sure.â He looked back at Newt. âWe need to go to a hotel.â
âButââ said Newt. âWe could stay with someone...â Hermann was shaking his head.
They felt a shared homesick disappointment, the loss of a promised rest.
âDid you feed the cat?â Hermann asked.
Newt nodded.
Hermann hailed a cab.
While Hermann showered, Newt went to the shop in the lobby of their seedy hotel. It was relatively clean, but far enough from the beaten path to allow two men with no luggage to rent one room. Hermann said they would find a better place the next day. In the lobby shop, Newt bought a pack of cigarettes, took one out, asked the clerk for a light, went outside to smoke it, then cursed, threw the whole pack out, and went back into the shop. He bought toothbrushes instead, and a sewing kit.
When he returned to their room, Hermann was sitting on the bed in his undershirt, his unbuttoned shirt over it. He was calmly dismantling the roomâs telephone.
âDude,â said Newt. He threw his purchases onto the bed and went to wash his mouth out.
When he emerged, Hermann was sitting on the edge of the bed, hands folded, telephone in pieces on the bedside table. The room was small, with lurid green wallpaper above wainscoting that was painted to look like hardwood. There was one dim lamp. Most of their light was borrowed from the streetlamps outside.
âYou have more questions,â Hermann said, looking up at him.
âAbout a million,â he said, approaching, âbut most of them, you donât have answers to.â
Newt sank onto the floor and leaned back against the side of the bed. He began unlacing his shoes, and glanced at the clock on the table.
âItâs only 11.â
"Mm," said Hermann vaguely.
Newt tilted his head and rested it against Hermannâs knee. Hermann sighed and ran a hand through Newtâs disorderly hair.
âYou ought to shower, too.â
Newt snorted. âNo need to be rude," he said.
Hermann exhaled what passed for a laugh. âI didnât mean it that way.â
Newt patted his knee. âWhy were you so suspicious of Rennie?â
Hermann sighed. âThere were... a few reasons. Everyone knew about his ties to the, I suppose, âcriminal elements.â Someone has to deal with them; but I suspected his ties were mutually beneficial in a manner inconsistent with the Division charter.â
Newt laughed at this exceptionally circumspect casting of aspersions.
âOf more concern to me, still, was this: why was he packing up files he should have been burning? What was the code word he was trying to use with the Stasi? And who stole the device from the dead drop? The only people who had access were Becket and Rennie. It had to have been one of them.â
âOr you,â Newt added.
âOr me,â said Hermann ruefully.
âSo, what then: did you think Rennie was just selling secretsâjust a little corrupt? Or did you think he was a double agent, like Bowen?â
Hermannâs silence lasted longer than Newt thought it should have.
âThere was something else. It was in... late July, I believe. I arrived to a meeting with Rennie in the park. But instead of Charles Rennie, a stranger sat down next to me.â
Newt tipped his head back on the mattress and looked up at Hermann.
âIâd never seen him before. He wasânondescript. German. Sport coat. Gave me an oblique sort of speech. But he was offering me something. He was vague, but he made it... understood.â
âOffering what?â
Hermann looked at Newtâs upside-down green eyes.
âHe seemed to think Iâd be interested in the arenas of research and... freedom of domestic arrangements that a life further on the other side of the Iron Curtain might afford me.â
Newtâs frown spread into wide-eyed shock. He sat up, putting his arm on the bed and facing Hermann.
âHe was trying to recruit you? As aâas aââ
âYes.â
âAnd he knew who you were?â
âYes.â
âAnd he knew you wereââ
âYes.â
âBut how? Rennie?â
âI think so.â
Newt turned away in affront. âHoly shit,â he said. âBut you turned him down.â
Hermann was silent.
Newt turned back around. âHermann?â he said shrilly.
Hermann closed his eyes, then opened them again. âI agreed to consider it, and to meet him again.â
He didnât look away from Newtonâs wide, shocked eyes, but his expression was pained.
âHermann...â
âPleaseâdonât. I said I would consider it. We were meant to meet two weeks later. The next weekend, I went home to London, for debriefing. August.â
âOh,â said Newt quietly.
Hermann frowned slightly, less with disapproval and more like he was trying not to cry.
âWhen that agent approached me... I was alone. The mission was getting nowhere; I saw no future for myself in the Division, and I had no future at home. You and I had... cut ties. As far as I could see, no one would care if I... disappeared.â He exhaled. âI didnât want to defect, but it was... a new possibility.â
Newtâs hand was resting on the bedspread. Hermann put his hand over it.
âWhen I returned to East Berlin from London, after our reconciliation, I felt... better, but I was still confused. I still didnât know if I would go to that meeting. Then, the morning of, I got a letter from you. The first one in eight months.â
His voice shook, but didnât break. He squeezed Newtâs hand. Newt felt like his stomach was being strangled. He turned his hand upward so that Hermann could thread his fingers through.
âSo I stayed home,â Hermann said simply.
Newt nodded slowly, and rested his chin on the bed.
âAnd thatâs why you think Rennie was working for the other side? You think he tipped them off that you were... volatile?â
Hermann had let go of his hand and was wiping his eyes with dignity. âI take issue with your choice of adjective, but yes.â
âDid you ever tell anyone about this?â
âOnly one person.â
Hermann swallowed. Newt folded his arms on the edge of the bed and rested his chin on them.
âWhen I got home to London,â said Hermann, âit was several days before I was able to speak with anyone... But eventually, I got ahold of Victor.
âHe wanted to know where Rennie was. âCharles.â Heâd had no word from him. Did I know where he was? And how was I able to get out, if Charles was not? He was... quite frantic. I had never seen him in that stateâor any state, for that matter.
âI was so relieved to finally have someone to tell that I told him everything. I told him about the recruiter, the device, Becket, the police, and... and Rennieâs death.â
Hermann trailed off, remembering the terrible look that had come into Victorâs eyes then, and never left them.
âI told him everything,â he said again, âexcept for agreeing to a second meeting with the recruiter. But I did tell him my suspicions about Rennie. He didnât like that at allâhe didnât like hearing that I doubted his... that I doubted Rennie. It was insensitive, I suppose, after Bowen had just stabbed him in the back, to suggest that he should check for two knives.â
Hermann glanced nervously at the door.
âHe was very angry. And I donât think he ever forgave me.â
âFor what? For Rennieâs death, or for casting aspersions?â
Hermann shrugged. âBoth. Either. For surviving at all. It was my fault he died like that. And I got out alive, through dumb luck. He and Rennie were... they were very close. â
Newt made a face.
Seeing no reason to delay beginning repairs on this decade-old psychological damage, he said, âIt wasnât actually your fault, you know.â
Hermann frowned. âWhat?â
âYou obviously feel guilty about Rennie's death. You shouldnât. You were out of your depth. And anyway, Rennie would have probably bit it during the purge, regardless of what you did.â
Hermann squinted at him, his feelings so far removed from Newtonâs blunt diagnosis that he could muster no actual offense. Guilty? That didnât even begin to cover it. But how could he explain the inescapable knowledge that he had led the executioners to a man's door, or the price of an un-re-payable debt to someone he had not even trustedâand still did not? And the interest on that debt, extracted from him for ten years with Victorâs every cold look, brimming with the blame he knew he deserved?
The knowledge that he had almost been one of them? A traitor, a defector, a promise-breaker?
âSo that was the end of the Wagner operation,â said Hermann. âI was debriefed. Becket showed up later, told Victor some story, and the case was closed. I suspect the Americans swooped into the space we left. And I think they had more success, because they must have stolen the second component.â
âThe transducer?â said Newt.
Hermann nodded.
âAnd now, some descendant of the original is in your ear.â
âSo whereâs the transmitter?â
âIn my safe deposit box.â
âHa, ha. I mean the original.â
âI donât know. I donât know whether it was Becket or Rennie who originally stole it, but it resurfaced in Germany two years ago.â
âResurfaced?â
Hermann rubbed his eyes as Newt climbed onto the bed.
âYes. I read the Greenwich file today...â But suddenly he felt so tired.
âYeah? So thatâs what Greenwich was working on?â
Hermann nodded, eyes closed.
âOkay, so, if Iâve got this timeline straight,â said Newton, sitting up with the air of someone starting a speech. âIn 1963...â
Hermann sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose.
â...A UFO crashes in Germany,â said Newton, driving on despite what Hermann considered obvious cease-and-desist signals. âFine. Totally. I accept it.â
âDo you?â said Hermann with unexpected force, dropping his hand and looking up at Newt. âYouâve certainly taken it with an unusual level of credulity.â
âWhatâshould I not believe you? Did you want me to be more shocked? Ooh, aah, aliens! I saw a UFO as a kid, you know. Iâve told you that. In Cambridge. My roommate was all, âItâs just a plane, Geiszler,â but helloââ
âNewtonâstop, please, just stop,â said Hermann. âIâm exhausted. Iâve got to sleep.â
âOh,â said Newt. âSorry.â
He fell silent with abrupt shame. Hermann left to brush his teeth. Newt watched him go. After ten years, did he still not know how to handle his partnerâs worst emotions? Or, worseâhad this confession revealed some unknown, insensitive facet of Hermannâs character? Someone who lashed out in shame?
If Newt Geiszler had possessed accessing skills to match his memory banks, he would have recognized the person who had lashed out as the cornered, frightened mathematician he had met eleven years before, the one who had accepted his Blueberry designs and rejected him. After all, that was the Hermann who had gone to East Berlin, and so he was bound to appear now to give his testimony. Newt had forgotten the way Hermann had once made him feelâexcessive and overwrought and ashamedâbecause heâd forgiven him for it so long ago.
âWe can talk more in the morning,â Hermann said when he returned. âIâll set the alarm early.â
âAre you going to the office tomorrow?â Newt asked, looking up at him as he took off his shirt.
âYes,â said Hermann. âCould you put the clothing out to be laundered?â
Newt nodded, accepting the clothes surrendered to him. Hermann climbed into bed and was asleep in minutes. Newt, still sitting at the end of the bed, stared for a few minutes at Hermannâs sleeping face. His foot pressed lightly into Newtâs leg. He wished he could hear what Hermann was thinking, what he was really thinking. Not because he suspected that Hermann harbored other secretsâNewtâs mind didn't work that way. He just didn't understand Hermann's distress, and was in the habit of blaming all their fractious moments on Hermannâs emotional reticence.
After a few minutes, Newt stood up carefully, gathered the pieces of the telephone, and switched off the light. He brought the pieces into the bathroom, threaded the cord under the door, and shut it. He laid everything out on the bathmat. As he put the phone back together, he examined each piece. He wasnât really expecting to find a bug or wire. And he didn't.
When it was reassembled, he considered it for a moment. Then with the tension of a question, he got to his feet and shut off the bathroom light. He let the darkness settle around him and sharpen his other senses. A faint orange strip glowed under the door. He heard the furnace below, the pipes above. Distantly, the traffic. And below it all, the quiet ring that had persisted all day in his left ear.
He had tried several ways of amplifying that tone, while alone in Hermannâs flat. He had put a glass over his ear to create a resonating chamber; he had pressed his ear against the radio and turned the dial. But he had found no difference, no amplification. Not until heâd answered Hermannâs phone call.
Newt lifted the receiver to his left ear and listened to the empty dial tone in the dark. Nothing. He pressed 1. The dial tone stopped. The ringing in his ear was still faint. He tried 2, 3, 4, all the way to 8. He stopped, and pressed 8 again. The 8 tone made a resonance. The ringing in his ear seemed to widen, like it was a tuning fork and the 8 tone was the right note at last. Newt pressed it again and again, tapping out the rhythm of Good Vibrations and humming it under his breath, listening to the standing wave ring through his skull like a church bell tolling.